Rebel..

This week is just beggining and I’m already angry. I have reasons to be and all of them are related to work. IBM stopped caring about my career, my thoughts, my ideas. Funny to see at least IBM cares with a few people.
They can’t take care of so many employees and based on that they decide to care only for those who know how to suck a cock. Fuck them all…

Need to move on

After 5 years working here (big blue), I feel I need to leave and there is more than 1 reason… All the money I left in their hands.. I guess I need it to pay a couple things and to tattoo my arms.
I’m waiting for the last minute to ask to leave but this is making me feel bad and making me lose money. So, why can’t I simply say good bye and leave?? fear.. yeah.. I hate this feeling.
I’m waiting a couple interviews I did become job offers so I can leave.
The funny thing is that I could leave now and take the money I have to stay at home and search for another job from there… but I dunno.. so many things to think of… sux.

I need someone who can hear me.. to dump all my bad feelings kept inside my mind.