E comeca a semana de trabalho

Ontem eu nao fui trabalhar, simplesmente tinha algo mto importante.. uma entrevista que pode me tirar daqui. Bom, ja vi pelos emails que sera uma semana de muita raiva a nao ser que eu decida pedir a demis
sao e ver o que acontece.
Nao sei se corro o risco de ficar sem emprego tempo suficiente até acabar meu dinheiro mas ta chegando num patamar que ja nao estou ligando muito pra isso. Estou torcendo muito mesmo pra que o emprego de c
erto pois parece ser um ambiente menos pior do que aqui (acreditar que existe um ambiente bom esta cada vez mais dificil)

Eu apenas queria saber por que a IBM piorou tanto a sua qualidade no respeito a vida de quem ela contrata. Isso me irrita, me incomoda e me faz querer desrespeitar a IBM tanto quanto ela me desrespeita.

Me senti muito bem ontem indo fazer entrevistas e olha que antes eu ficava com medo, ansioso… mas nao fico mais. Acho que a raiva que eu tenho passado tem sido parte do meu aprendizado. Me tornar alguem
mais tolerante e menos inocente com relacao aos empregadores. Nao importa o nome e o peso dele mas sim as atitudes de quem esta acima de voce.
A empresa pode ate ter conquistado um nome, mas talves foi por outros que podem nao estar acima de voce.

Korn – Alone I Break

Pick me up
Been bleeding too long
Right here, right now
I’ll stop it somehow

I will make it go away
Can’t be here no more
Seems this is the only way
I will soon be gone
These feelings will be gone
These feelings will be gone

Now I see the times they change
Leaving doesn’t seem so strange
I am hoping I can find
Where to leave my hurt behind
All the shit I seem to take
All alone I seem to break
I have lived the best I can
Does this make me not a man?

Shut me off
I’m ready, heart stops
I stand alone
Can’t be on my own

I will make it go away
Can’t be here no more
Seems this is the only way
I will soon be gone
These feelings will be gone
These feelings will be gone

Now I see the times they change
Leaving doesn’t seem so strange
I am hoping I can find
Where to leave my hurt behind
All the shit I seem to take
All alone I seem to break
I have lived the best I can
Does this make me not a man?

Am I going to leave this place?
What is it I’m running from?
Is there nothing more to come?
(Am I gonna leave this place?)

Is it always black in space?
Am I going to take its place?
Am I going to win this race?
(Am I going to leave this race?)

I guess God’s up in this place?
What is it that I’ve become?
Is there something more to come?

More to come

Now I see the times they change
Leaving doesn’t seem so strange
I am hoping I can find
Where to leave my hurt behind
All the shit I seem to take
All alone I seem to break
I have lived the best I can
Does this make me not a man?

Now I see the times they change
Leaving doesn’t seem so strange
I am hoping I can find
Where to leave my hurt behind
All the shit I seem to take
All alone I seem to break
I have lived the best I can
Does this make me not a man?

Korn – Somebody Someone

I can’t stand to let you in
I’m just watching you
And I don’t know what to do
Feeling like a fool inside
Feeling all the lies you hide
Thought you were my friend
Seems it never ends  

I need somebody, someone
Can’t somebody help me?
All I need is to be
Loved just for me

Giving you this and that
Giving, get nothing back
It’s all related to
All the things I do
Feeling like a fool inside
Seeming all the things you tried
I am nothing  

I need somebody, someone
Can’t somebody help me?
All I need is to be
Loved just for me

I look
I sign
I need
Someone
Inside
To help
Me out
With what
I’m trying
I’m crying
I’m frying
In a pile of
Shit
I’m dying
I’m dying  
I’m dying  

I need somebody (someone)
Somebody (somebody)
Someone
I need somebody (someone)
Somebody (somebody)
Someone
Someone

Ressacaaa

Quer assunto melhor pra postar? Pois é, ontem maifest, que até ai tudo bem pois eu nem bebi tanto assim, eu tava melhor que da última vez. O genial foi antes de dormir mandar um pao com mortadela.
Acordei zuado, mas podre mesmo e to desde as 7:30 da manha até agora 9:42 quase gorfando.